I hate to start off my new high school blog with hatred rants on the best friend who I at one point couldnt live with out... But today that very girl basically took the happy little cupcake that is my soul and bombarded it with so much bull shit that it's now just a stupid little crumb. Jimmy, you were fine before last weekend. Then when we came back on monday you were doing that cold horrible thing to me again where you completely ignore me and treat everyone else the same. I'd say, "What did you bring for your me bag?" And you responded, "Crap," but when Duffy asked you the same question you lit up and went into this whole hilarious story about whatever whatever jessy called you blah blah blah. That hurts me. Your response when I ask you all of this?
You dont want to be assosciated with me. What the fuck?! I went through some rough patches, and you loved me enough not to say anything and remained my friend. You were worried about me. You say I havent changed and havent given me a chance to show you that I have. I really have, I'm back to the way I was before but since you are so fucking high and mighty theres something wrong with me and there always will be. I'm unpredictable? WHAT THE FUCK!?!? I hate you with every bit of my being and I dont care who reads this and judges me for it especially not you. Because I hate you. I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!
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